A SECOND NIGHT ON BROADWAY
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I never planned to sing on Broadway, but I did. It was a one night stand.
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We’ve already talked
about our first Night on Broadway. It was true drama that in this case was
not comedy with a good ending, but tragedy in process. We had bit parts that
first time, with two memorable conversations I’ll cherish for the rest of
my life. We left the hospital that morning and went home.
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We didn’t know
whether we would be back, but a couple of days later we packed up for a return
front row engagement in room 1250 of the Swedish Hospital on Broadway in
Seattle. “It won’t be long,” we were told. There would be no conversation,
no dialogue this time. .
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I’ve thought about
the parts we are called on to play in the drama of life. Few of the hundreds
driving by on the busy street below had any idea of all the drama being played
out within the walls of that hospital. Every doorway and window is a curtain
hiding a stage. To enter a hospital room where life is at the edge is to
walk off the street on to the stage. If you have ever performed you know
that it can be scary.
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Off and on these
days I have been remembering that the Christian stories of the gospels actually
focus on Jesus’ journey towards death. Christianity seems to be awash in
the details of how Jesus came to die, down to the moment when he breathed
his last. If you’ve kept up on biblical studies you probably know that the
death and dying stories are not first hand reports. Yet, because the writers
had seen hundreds of deaths, even some of the thousands of crucifixions
in that time, they could say with some certainty what Jesus’ death must have
been like.
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As I swabbed my
Cousin Bob’s lips and mouth I was doing an ages old act of kindness the
gospels say those at the cross offered Jesus as he was dying. We ended up
alone in the room. Others may have been praying that he might have a miraculous
recovery, but we were praying that he could be released from a body that
wasn’t working any more. Interesting how we keep praying prayers that don’t
work.
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During our first
night on Broadway he told us he was not going to leave the hospital alive.
It was much like the Last Supper when anxious friends gathered around Jesus
hearing him say that he was soon to die. We didn’t want to hear it.
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When conversation
ends, when morphine gives its blessed relief, when breathing grows shallow,
we who come to stand watch seek lines for this part of the drama. Over past
years beside other beds we have learned to speak to the one who no longer
speaks, but who may still hear. We talk of shared memories, of places and
events. It is as much for us, I suppose, as for the dying one. I whispered
to Bob that Carla (his daughter) told me to say he could go anytime, that
they would get along OK
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There is no script for such a time, no assigned parts. That was when I sang
on Broadway ─
“Now I lay me down to sleep, angels watching over me, my Lord. I
pray the Lord my soul to keep, angels watching over
me…”
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We hadn’t rehearsed,
but I doubt it would have helped if we had. Then we sang the chorus of
“Good night Irene, goodnight…I’ll see you in my dreams.” I’d
heard it sung as a benediction one time by “The Three Amigos,” a Christian
minister, a Jewish rabbi, and a Muslim teacher. I doubt that it has been
sung at such moments very often. It felt right.
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Then Jean began singing
“Somewhere over the rainbow…” and as she sang Bob relaxed and simply stopped
breathing.
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After the nurse came
and verified his death we stayed a few more minutes. Jean added another chorus…”Swing
low sweet chariot…” It’s a time when metaphors speak.
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Our “performance”
was very quiet, not spilling out into the hall. It was brief because none
of our songs was complete. Maybe 2 or 3 minutes. We were not playing the
lead here. Just background while the drama concluded. The nurse came in, pulled
the curtain, turned off the light. We left the stage to go out on Broadway
back to our hotel where it was my job to report the news to my list of people
who wanted to know.
─ Art Morgan, February 4, 2010
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